January 2008 Reflection

It is hard to believe that I’m about to begin the second half of my program at UCD. I’ve had a long break and a great opportunity to spend time with my family in Tupper Lake. UCD’s academic schedule closely resembles that of an American university. We had a solid five-week break between our first semester finals and the beginning of the second term. Besides being a great opportunity to spend time with friends and family in the States, the break provides a good chunk of time to begin thinking and planning for my thesis research. I’m trying to figure out the logistics of my research, and I am planning on returning to Swaziland in June to work on that phase of my degree.

While I have spent some time “thinking” about my thesis, I have to admit that most of my trip planning has been for my March break. I’ve never visited continental Europe, so I’m planning to explore Germany, France, and Italy with the help of our generous USIT travel stipend. Aside from a world-class education, having the time to do some European travel, and having the financial assistance to make it possible, are just a few of the many opportunities that the Mitchell scholarship provides.

Thus far, most of my travel has been in Ireland. Recently, a group of Mitchells and myself took a trip down to Limerick to watch a Munster rugby match. This was made possible by the generosity of some program supporters. Munster rugby in Limerick is a very big deal, and even though the match was the day before one of my final exams, I decided to make the trip. Although the lecturer reading that final exam may not agree, the trip was well worth it. The rugby park in Limerick holds about 14000 fans and is sold out every match. In fact, work is underway to nearly double capacity of the stadium. Amazingly, even though the place is an active construction site, the games still go on and still sell-out. Our hosts and many of the people we ran into that weekend were great about explaining the game to the American contingent. Besides the rules, it was very important that we came away with a little knowledge about the history of the Munster side. In 1978 Munster beat the visiting All Blacks, the New Zealand national team. To this day, no other Irish club team, and few other national teams have ever beaten New Zealand. This event is spoken of in the most reverent way and in a manner that would make you think it happened just last week. They weren’t the All Blacks, but we witnessed a close match against a Welsh side (Llanelli), and Munster came away with a win.

After the game, while riding the train back to Dublin, I was struck by how hospitable and generous our hosts had been and what great window into Ireland the whole weekend had been. Besides the game I had a great conversation with one of our hosts who lived in Limerick about the work being done to reinvigorate the economy of that city. He spoke very excitedly of the possibilities to rehabilitate Limerick, a city that is often spoken of with a hint of disdain by Dubliners. In fact, many young Dubliners refer to the rest of Ireland as “beyond the pale”. While Dublin certainly is the most cosmopolitan part of Ireland, places like Cork and Limerick have been incredibly important hubs for the industry that has allowed Dublin to blossom into a financial center.

It’s my impression that the new challenge for a place like Ireland will be justifying its economic success with the inequality that accompanied that success. This is a struggle that we’ve seen in the American context. I grew up in the Adirondack Park in upstate New York, a place that hasn’t exactly ridden the global economy to fabulous wealth. If a Sunday afternoon at a Munster ruby match is any indication, there is still a lot of life in a place like Limerick, and it’ll be interesting to see how Ireland deals with its own rust belts and marginalized regions.

I’m excited to get back to Dublin for the last half of my year. I’m looking forward to going to Belfast in April to commemorate the 10th anniversary of the Good Friday Peace Accord. I feel very fortunate that I’ve had this opportunity, and I am hoping to make the most of it in the coming months.

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January 2008 Reflection

For years I have used CNN.com as a coping mechanism (no, I do not read FoxNews yet, but a few more months of BBC and I might require some fair and balanced reporting). More often than not people think it is a strange habit to rush to the computer when I’m in need of emotional support. The reason that I have developed this habit is that no matter what is wrong with my day or my life there are millions of people living with a lot more pain than I have. By focusing on the relative irrelevance of my problems on a macro-scale, I am able to see them as solvable as opposed to devastating. Interestingly, the past couple of months have taught me to do the opposite when it comes to ethnic conflict.

Both Northern Ireland and the Middle East share a culture of friendly hospitality and a past of ethnic conflict. For me this highlights the important difference between focusing on the macro and the micro in situations of political strife. My CNN.com reports present the ideological conflicts manifested in ethnic violence. Yet, my travels show that in the same societies that threaten my ethnicities with violence, the treatment I receive as a person who is an American Jew is not reflective of the treatment people allegedly believe Americans and Jews deserve.

After a few short weeks in Belfast (and a lovely Thanksgiving weekend in Dublin, thank you to Paul and his wife for their hospitality) I left for the United Arab Emirates on the Emirati-American Leadership Exchange followed by a ten day trip to Tunisia. The Exchange is sponsored by the Emirates Foundation and the Crowned Prince of Abu Dhabi to help educate young leaders about the UAE. They funded ten days of travel and meetings to learn about the changes the UAE is undergoing and see not only what the United States can offer the small gulf state but also what we can learn from them. There were eighteen American students (fellow Mitchell Scot Miller among them) and ten Emirati students who traveled with us and served as guides and friends for our time in the UAE. I could spend the entire journal entry describing the vast innovation, development and economic diversification that I saw through our travels, but rather I want to focus on the treatment we received while we were there and its relevance to my research in Belfast.

Many people raise eyebrows at my love for traveling through the Arab world, being a young American Jewish woman. They often question my safety and wonder about the way I will be treated given the political challenges that come with, what I have affectionately termed, my triple threat status (Jew, American and woman). From a macro standpoint, they are right to be concerned. Newspapers across the Arab world report on Israel as an entity to be destroyed and dialogue about issues of Iraq and Jewish influence on American politics are disturbing, often scary. While there is truth in this vision of the Middle East, it is the micro lens that sheds light on the possibility for peace.

In three weeks I spent in the UAE and Tunisia I was treated with nothing but kindness and hospitality. The people I met bent over backwards to ensure that I was happy and safe. In the UAE, the Emirati students were not appalled by my religion but intrigued by it (one even asking for a copy of the Torah). I and the other Jews on the trip were bombarded with questions of dietary laws and religious observances which, rather than highlighting differences, in most cases revealed the vast similarities with Islam and Arab culture. From the language, to holidays, to eating, Jews and Muslims have more that unites us than divides us.

In Tunisia, for the first few days I was traveling alone. My Arabic is rusty at best and the Tunisian dialect was not helping my recollection. Yet, everywhere I went, people not only told me where to go but physically took me to where I needed to be. Most of the people who helped me were men. Not the ones walking by me on the street asking me to marry them, or engage in other activities…but elderly gentlemen who genuinely wanted to make sure I was okay. As soon as I started speaking in Arabic a smile would cross their face and they would say Marhaba (Welcome) and ask me if I liked Tunis (and in the market they would tell me my bargaining skills were very Arab, highlighting another reputation Arabs and Jews share). In one instance I could not find a bus station and asked at another bus station where to go. One of the drivers insisted that he take me to the bus station I needed to find. I told him I would be fine and he could just tell me where to go. No, no he insisted that I get on his bus (full of passengers) and drove off his route to show me the bus station. Then pulled to the side of the road, stopped the bus, and flagged another bus going back to the station to stop and take me back so I would not have to walk. Not only was he going above and beyond to help me, but not a single passenger complained. Imagine if a metropolitan bus driver in America stopped the bus to show some lost girl how to get home…

At Queens University I am studying Ethnic Conflict. My textbooks and thesis offer solutions to the theoretical challenges presented in the academic discourse on the issue. But when I stop watching the news and reading books to interact with people the situation is not as clear. Hospitality is at the core of Arab culture. In all of my travels and interactions in the Middle East I have been treated with generosity and kindness almost unprecedented in my American upbringing. Belfast shares this friendly, generous culture as well. I remember the first day Frank and I were wandering Belfast looking for an adapter for our computers. I saw a sign that said Northern Ireland Information and walked in to ask about adapters. All the people were very helpful, stopped their work and offered suggestions, making sure before we left that we knew where to go. It wasn’t until we left the building that Frank told me to look at the building again only to see it was the Northern Ireland Information on Small Claims. No one in the building had said I was in the wrong place or hesitated to help us, despite the fact it was in no way their obligation to do so.

While I will continue to write about ethnic conflict as an academic field and study the Middle East as a manifestation of ethnic conflict, this fellowship has allowed me to see beyond CNN.com. Living in Belfast and traveling in the Middle East is a constant reminder that sometimes interpersonal relationships and the everyday interactions I have are worth more than any news report. I now see that instead of focusing on the seemingly hopeless world problems for solutions for my own, I should look to my own experiences to better understand the world.

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January 2008 Reflection

I can hardly believe that my first semester is already over, as is Christmas, and I am now writing a journal entry in the year 2008. Today I return to Ireland from my home in Florida, and in a few short days I will begin my new courses for the spring semester.

My last semester at UCD ended on December 20th after three final exams. During that month, I devoted all of my time to studying for those courses, especially since the final exams in two of the courses comprised 100 percent of my final grade. Luckily, the hours paid off and I felt confident and worry free as I prepared to head home for the holidays.

Despite my month of “cramming,” I was able to squeeze in a trip to Prague just before Thanksgiving as well as tour my little sister around Dublin. She came to visit me in the days between my last final and our departure to Florida on Christmas Eve.

I have had a wonderful time at home over the holidays. These weeks have been the longest stretch of time that I have been home in almost five years. I am leaving Florida recharged, ready and excited to return to Ireland. What I am most looking forward to (besides the initial reunion with my house mates and friends) is beginning one of my new courses, Climate Dynamics. The field of climatology has always been of great interest to me, especially in the midst of the global warming debate, and I suspect that this course will give me the ideas and tools to begin developing my summer research thesis.

I also look forward to traveling more, around Ireland as well as mainland Europe. I am currently planning a trip to Cork in February to celebrate the Chinese New Year with other Mitchell scholars. In the spring, I plan to travel to Scotland, England, and France.

Well I suppose it is time for me to close my laptop and suitcase and head for the airport. See you in Ireland!

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November 2007 Reflection

As I walked back to my dorm room this evening from the 18th-century south campus of the National University of Ireland, Maynooth, I reminded myself how much I love being in places where the history is literally within an arm’s reach. Old Ireland, if the distinction can be made, is still very much alive all over the place here. As a Musicology student with strong interests in the Middle Ages and Renaissance, I learn to appreciate, along with the Irish themselves, Old Ireland more and more the longer that I’m here. After all, it seems so fitting that I can be flipping though manuscripts that were written almost three hundred years ago in a building that’s not much younger.

This is obviously a somewhat shallow observation, but such an experience is so rare in America that it’s at least important to me. Maynooth just seems to be the perfect place to study both Irish music and history—especially in the sense of how they together compose so much of the identity of the Irish people—and to get a sense of how these subjects seem to captivate generation after generation of Irish students. They’ve certainly won me over. It’s obvious that my department lecturers are passionate about the music culture here—both past and present—and they seem to add to this unseen energy about this subject that’s everywhere. Because Ireland is unique among European nations in that there has never been a strong academic study of the history of music in Ireland before the middle part of the last century, there really is a strong sense that even I as a lowly M.A. student am part of something special, and cutting-edge.

I’ve been playing in the university’s traditional music ensemble. I play Bluegrass fiddle; they play Irish pipes, banjos, flutes—and fiddles, too. We sit around and jam to folk tunes each week. I’m even getting to take lessons from a County Donegal-style fiddle player starting in the next couple of weeks. I came here to study Irish music, and study I do; when I’m not practicing, transposing manuscripts, researching for my thesis, or analyzing written music for its harmonic characteristics, I’ve got something playing on my MP3 player as I jog (which inevitably includes U2 and Cranberries tracks). The academic program I’m pursuing is both challenging and rewarding, and it’s really everything I wanted it to be.

I’ve been traveling quite a bit, although I’m toning it down a little this month in order to concentrate on my studies. I spent my birthday weekend in October in Iceland, where a friend and I rented a car and drove much of the southwestern quarter of the country. I couldn’t believe how gorgeous the landscape was. I also spent part of my fall break in the Algarve region, in the southern part of Portugal, driving around the countryside in search of Moorish castles and beaches. As one might expect, it’s certainly possible to get flights to the Continent for about $30 roundtrip, and plenty of websites sell highly rated hotel rooms for practically nothing during the non-peak seasons. Depending on my homework schedule, I might try to do one more weekend trip to a major European city, but we’ll see.

Traveling in Ireland has been a fun experience, too. In the States, I’m used to walking out my front door, getting in my car and driving pretty much wherever I want to go on the Interstate. It’s been something of an adjustment to have to align myself with the schedule of the transportation machine (namely, the buses and trains) rather than the other way around. But I’ve kissed the Blarney stone, circled the Iveragh Peninsula in County Kerry, and spent plenty of time in Dublin. I’m looking forward to some family visiting so that we can spend some more time traveling around the island, especially to places like County Donegal that aren’t as easily accessible to people without cars. It would be cheaper to rent a car (all over Europe) if I knew how to drive a standard transmission, but unfortunately I’ve never had the opportunity to learn. As someone used to the American side of the road, I’ve decided that Ireland probably isn’t the best place to learn this skill.

Anyway, I’ll close this entry by saying something quickly about the food here (partly because it’s why I’m closing the entry): I love it. I was raised on beans and cornbread and all the home-style food with which many Americans tend to identify, and I’ve been really impressed with how the food at the pubs seems to be in the same spirit: lamb stews, all kinds of potatoes, shepherd’s pie, cabbage and bacon, etc. The bread here is to die for, and so is the local cheese. And as I make myself hungrier by discussing such things, I’ll say goodbye for now, or as some of my Irish friends say, “cheers.”

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November 2007 Reflection

My time thus far in Ireland has been quite enjoyable. The last few months have been busy for me starting with my return home from Baghdad, Iraq in August. My wife, Carolyn, and I didn’t have much time to relax, as we quickly moved cross country and then embarked on our journey to Ireland. I’m now 7 weeks through my first semester and I’ve thoroughly enjoyed the experiences I’ve had the people I’ve met.

Dublin is a growing city, rich in culture and host to an international atmosphere. Regardless of your passions, there’s something to do here for everyone. I’ve been impressed with the Irish people who are proud of their heritage and hopeful for the future. I have repeatedly been welcomed with open arms by my lecturers, fellow students and neighbors. I think what I’ve most enjoyed is the laidback approach people have here (especially in comparison to Americans). One of my neighbors put it best by stating that “people here work to live and not the opposite.” Coming from a military background and a year in Iraq, the opportunity to stop and smell the roses a bit has been quite beneficial (don’t worry, I’m not smelling them too long!).

Besides a plethora of pubs, clubs, cafes and restaurants, Dublin is situated next to so many beautiful landscapes (Howth, Malahide, and others), which makes it easy to escape the hustle and bustle of the city to enjoy a bit of the nearby countryside. Even within the city, there’s so many parks to walk through and enjoy (I think my dogs love this the most). The opportunity to travel all across Europe is another benefit to be found here. Carolyn and I have already taken a trip to Paris and plan on seeing Oslo, Stockholm, Venice and other beautiful cities during our stay.

My experience at Dublin City University has also been a pleasure thus far. The university and its staff have been incredibly helpful and accommodating from day one. My classes meanwhile have proven to be very interesting despite the fact that I’m only taking core modules in the first semester (which obviously heightens my excitement and anticipation for the rest of the year). My lecturers have provided me the opportunity to learn the material in conjunction with my interests by encouraging self learning and in depth research. My fellow students also provide me the opportunity to hear so many different perspectives. Ireland, Scotland, France, Germany, Switzerland, Sweden, Hungary, Canada, the Gambia and the US are all represented in my class equating to only 30 people. Gaining exposure to various opinions and ways of thinking has been very enlightening in comparison to my past experiences (it also helps when planning trips in Europe!).

I have also found the Irish are equally passionate about their sports as we are in the States. The Rugby world cup was held this year in Paris and although the Irish didn’t fair well, the city was absolutely buzzing about the competition for weeks. Football (soccer), Gaelic Football and Hurling are also significant sports in Ireland with teams boasting many supporters. I have personally fallen for Rugby and enjoy watching “matches” with some of my classmates. In turn, I have tried practicing my skills as an ambassador by promoting Baseball and American Football here. Needless to say, I’ve had mixed results.

Overall, I’m having a great time in Dublin. I’ve enjoyed the several get togethers the Dublin based Mitchells have had and look forward to our Thanksgiving celebration. I’m also looking forward to the rest of my time here. I recently finalized my thesis proposal and am eager to delve into a subject that sparked my efforts to pursue the Mitchell Scholarship in the first place. I’ll keep you updated on my progress.

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November 2007 Reflection

I came to Ireland in part hoping to expand STAND, a student movement dedicated to the abolition of human suffering in areas of conflict and gross human rights violations. When I boarded the plane, I had no idea if the success of STAND could be replicated in Ireland. Today I find myself inspired by the Irish commitment to transform conflict and end crimes against humanity.

Departing to live abroad for my first time, I quickly saw my first sign of hope in the Irish hospitality. Sitting next to one of the rugby players of Munster—I later learned how popular the team is—on the flight I spoke with him as if we were old friends even though, to his surprise, I had to ask him why so many people where wearing red. Later, on the bus ride to Galway, an old woman offered me her sandwich, explaining she regularly brought more than one.

During my time here, this initial welcoming has proven the rule. From my classmates to my fellow Mitchell scholars, to the directors and supporters of the scholarship, the people have been overwhelmingly generous.

Unsure of how my efforts to bring a student activist movement would be received, I reached out to my fellow students in the human rights law course. In no time we had founded STAND in Ireland, recruited more than 350 students, and been featured in the student newspaper. What impressed me most was how Irish students were making the movement their own, planning events and campaigns that drew from Irish culture.

It didn’t take long for us to try to expand STAND to nearby secondary schools. The first school we spoke with, a community school in Gort, left me impressed with their dedication and depth of knowledge, grilling me on intimate details of the conflict. The events they are planning show incredible creativity and speak volumes for the next generation of leaders.

A few days ago a colleague of mine from Nigeria summed up the success of STAND in Ireland better than I could. He told me that STAND is not about one person or thing, it is all of us. The devotion is shown from the grassroots interactions of STAND to the members of parliament (TDs) and the cabinet who have committed to our signature event—DarfurFast—and who have committed resources and troops to the protection of civilians.

With the help of U.S. Ireland Alliance, I had the privilege recently to meet with the Foreign Minister of Ireland before he left to Sudan and Chad on a mission to renew peace talks. Despite a very busy schedule he still made it a priority to take a few minutes to discuss STAND, our upcoming events, and the situation facing the region. The meeting was one of the many highlights of my time in Ireland and gave me additional hope that the people of the region will find protection and peace.

While STAND has been a large part of my experience in Ireland, the friendships I have formed with my classmates and fellow Mitchells has distinguished my time here. From the pub to sports like Gaelic football, rugby and hurling to debating politics to sightseeing my time here has been amazing. Not only are the Irish incredible people, but the experience of the Mitchell, made all the more extraordinary by the zealous efforts of Trina Vargo and Mary Lou Hartman to support the scholars.

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November 2007 Reflection

I can hardly believe that I’ve already spent over two months in Ireland. Having just graduated from the U.S. Naval Academy in May, I spent the past four years getting up at 6:30am and often not turning in until the wee hours of the night. As you might imagine, I am in heaven now with my new Irish schedule. Although I have several classes each day, the earliest doesn’t begin until 10am! I have never felt so rested and healthy as I have these past few months. It’s amazing what eight hours of sleep a night can do for you…I’m going to be quite spoiled when I return to flight school next fall!

My course in Meteorology has been rigorous, but my instructors are very helpful and readily available to give additional assistance upon request. The resources available at UCD via the library and the Mathematics Help Center are more than adequate, and I am looking forward to developing my summer research these next few months.

There are seven other students in my course, all Irish, and we frequently collaborate on assignments and projects, not to mention have lunch together practically every day and of course the occasional night on the town. We also took a field trip together to a weather station at Valentia Island in County Kerry, which is an astonishingly beautiful part of the country. Apart from the frequent laughs at my expense as I attempt to pronounce the Irish names of the various weather stations, I am very thankful to have such fun and helpful course mates to make my experience in Ireland all the more pleasant.

Just as in my course, I could not have asked for better house mates. I share a comfortable UCD apartment with five others: fellow Mitchell scholar Erin Stevens, three Irish graduate students, and a very funny Slovakian. The six of us frequently cook together, have spontaneous movie nights, pizza parties, etc. Despite the fact that we all speak English, we spend much of our time rolling with laughter over the mistranslations that occur almost daily, such as the time I was asked to lend a “rubber” (eraser), go to the “press” (cabinet), or my hopelessly confused responses to the popular Irish phrase “What’s craic?” (How are you?).

As a lover of running, I’ve taken every opportunity to enjoy the vibrant running culture in Ireland. In addition to participating in several road races (including a 10-miler in Galway with an incredible view along Galway Bay) I joined the UCD Athletics team straight away, and am just gearing for the annual inter-varsity road relays between Trinity, UCD, NUI Maynooth, and DCU to take place this weekend. Our women’s team won a similar race against Trinity two weeks ago, so I am hoping that we can repeat the performance, especially since it has been several years since the team has beaten the DCU squad.

I am also involved with the campus Christian society, and I’ve made many new Irish and international friends through the weekly meetings held at a nearby residence as well as the Sunday morning carpools to church.

Spending time with my fellow Mitchells has made my time thus far even more enjoyable. The six of us in Dublin meet for dinner about once a week, and we’ve had a few mini-reunions between the twelve of us in Dublin, Galway, Belfast, and Cork. As I get to know each of them better, it becomes more and more an honor that I was even selected to receive the Mitchell Scholarship among such an accomplished and incredibly fun group.

Also, I’ve been very fortunate to have my mom and my boyfriend, Mike, come to visit me this month on separate occasions. I’m getting to be a bit of an expert of Dublin and surroundings having served as a tour guide twice in the past month! There is certainly no lack of beautiful scenery to show off in the area. Some of my personal favorites are Glendalough in Wicklow, Powerscourt Estate (great shopping too), the Great Sugarloaf Mtn., Christ Church Cathedral, and Chester Beatty Library.

Almost one year ago, when Mary Lou called me to tell me I had won a Mitchell Scholarship, I knew that my time in Ireland would be special, but I never could have imagined exactly how incredible it would turn out to be. If the rest of my time here is even half as good as the past two months have been, I will have had a great year!

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November 2007 Reflection

The few months I’ve lived here have been unforgettable. With experiences ranging from travels throughout Northern Ireland and the Republic to academic and volunteer work here in Belfast, it seems impossible to summarize life in one post. Instead, I thought it might be better to focus in on two experiences that stand out in my mind. I think both illustrate how my expectations fell short of reality here in Ireland: the first in terms of the island’s natural beauty and the second in terms of Belfast’s politics.

My first experience came a few weeks ago when a friend and I traveled to Newcastle, a town outside Belfast, to go hiking. It’s one of those places I would love to live someday – a beach town looking out over the Irish Sea, mountains climbing up behind the buildings, and an ice cream parlor or a pub on almost every corner. We had been told it had some of the most beautiful hiking in Northern Ireland.

Behind the last row of hoses, we found what we thought would lead to a trail – a set of stairs running up to a fence at the tree line. But the footpath on the other side quickly disappeared. Every so often, we thought we had found it again, but usually, we were merely following grass beaten down by sheep. Before long, we gave up trying to find it and started hiking up.

I would love to tell you how in shape I was, never tiring on my brisk walk to the top. But that would be a lie. It was painful. And the only non-sheep we met along the way was a man in his 60s who walked by us as if he were on a morning stroll. The beauty at the top, however, made the pain and embarrassment worth it. Clouds blowing past us on both sides, the curving coast far below, and an older man whose first comment was, “You boys have earned a pint when you get back down.” The bald mountains and the coast in the distance, combined with the humor and generosity of the people on top, were completely unexpected.

The second experience came a few days ago, working at the PPR (Participation and the Practice of Rights) Project – a community organizing group that seeks to empower people from both unionist and nationalist communities using a human rights based approach.

Every so often, the project meets formally with representatives from community organizations in North Belfast to keep them updated on the project and to discuss future ideas. The staff generously allowed me to sit through the meeting, and I listened as these individuals, who have lived through some of the worst years in Belfast’s history, discussed possibilities for the future.

They were brutally honest about challenges around mental health, housing, and development in North Belfast, but they spoke with a purpose I have sometimes found lacking back home. They devised steps to move forward on issues that could unite divergent communities, discussing how overall community needs required them to move beyond the problems of the past. They talked with fervor about involving as many people as possible. And – with a little humor thrown in about Americans – they reminded me what commitment could mean back home.

To the scholarship committee, to the donors, to Mary Lou and Trina, I cannot begin to thank you for this opportunity. It has been an incredible gift already, and I hope anyone reading has a wonderful Thanksgiving back home.

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November 2007 Reflection

When I left Swaziland in July a good friend of mine said, “you’re going to blink and it’ll be October.” Here I find myself, in the middle of November, two weeks from the end of my first term at University College Dublin. It’s easy to let time get away from you when you are busy with the particulars of getting oriented to a new city.

While Ireland is an English speaking country, street signs and nametags may not do you any good at all. Sometimes you find yourself helpless because the Irish spell a name such as ‘Mave’ with a ‘b’ and ‘h’ but no ‘v’. Sometimes you find yourself helpless because you’re looking for the bus to a place called Dun Laoghaire, but Laoghaire is pronounced Leary, so you are met with a quixotic look when you request directions to Dun La-og-hair-e. But most often, you’ll find yourself helpless because the person you ask directions from isn’t from Dublin or Ireland for that matter. Dublin has undergone rapid change in the past decade. They say that in the last 10-15 years, Ireland has gone from being almost entirely white-Irish-Catholic to having one-tenth of its population originating in another country. The years of the Celtic Tiger and the continued real estate bonanza have drawn in people from all over the world to live and work in Ireland.

This is one of the reasons that make Dublin such an exciting place to live in right now. Although the true boom years have passed, the aftermath has been the sudden creation of Dublin as an international city. This engagement with the world is particularly evident in the support for the developing world. Ireland has a long engagement with Africa in particular. While that started out with Catholic missionaries (and perhaps rock stars), the current awareness of African issues is evident in the leadership role that the Irish Government has taken in increasing aid to the economic south. Dublin is also home to several well-respected international organizations, and the newly rich in Ireland are increasingly looking to philanthropy as an outlet for their entrepreneurial energies. I’ve had the good fortune of meeting some very interesting people who truly believe that the innovative-entrepreneurial forces that have changed Ireland can be used to improve the lives of people in countries all over the world. Their energy and optimism has been both refreshing and inspiring. They are a testament to the new Ireland and the world view that has accompanied rapid economic growth.

Being an international city also means being an international draw for the arts and music in particular. I’ve had some very interesting experiences with music in Ireland, experiences that I think are a reflection on both this country and my own. Trina was able to organize tickets for us to go see Maura O’Connell sing at a local ceili. Maura may be Irish by birth but she has spent years in Nashville. She is a soul singer; you can hear her adoptive home and all its influences and emotions in her voice. And last week I saw the Irish-American band the Black 47s play at a local club. They are stalwarts of the Irish- American music scene and have made a name for themselves as Irish patriots with a standing gig in Mid-Town Manhattan. They may have made their name singing about the troubles in Northern Ireland, but today their songs are as likely to reference Fallujah as they are to sing the praises of James Connelly. Even if music is just the slightest reflection of the relationship between Ireland, The United States and the rest of the world, there is something very interesting to be learned in these examples.

So, my education in Ireland has been as much about the people I’m meeting outside the classroom and the music I’ve heard as it has been about my Development Studies Program in the School of Politics and International Relations. That being said, I’ve made some great connections with classmate and professors. I find my teachers very informal. They seem to be uncomfortable with being called doctor or professor. I had this image of a very hierarchical European University system, but this is certainly not the case at UCD. My course has about 15-20 students, and I can think of at least ten countries represented by my peers. So in addition to my fellow Mitchell Scholars, I’ve made some great friends from all over the world. I’m sure that when I reflect back on this year these relationships will be the most important and enduring outcomes from my time in Ireland.

I would like to close by thanking the US-Ireland Alliance and everyone involved in the Mitchell Scholarship selection process. I would especially like to thank the supporters of the scholarship program and everyone that has made me feel welcome in this country. I feel very lucky and honored to have this opportunity.

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November 2007 Reflection

On the afternoon of September 15th, I met Bernadette and Jeff in the Chicago airport. None of us could contain our enthusiasm; in only seven hours, we would finally see the country we had been anxiously anticipating for the past year, the island that would become our home for the next 12 months. What would the country of Ireland be like, we wondered? A land of Guinness and céilidhs? An ultra-modern country transformed by the Celtic Tiger? None of us really knew.

Seven hours later, we rode the bus through the north of Dublin, our faces pressed to the window in curiousity. Bernadette and I stepped off the bus at the Trinity College front gate. We struggled to roll our oversized luggage through the endless sea of pedestrians. But as we walked through the front arch of Trinity College, a beautiful Georgian campus unfolded before our eyes, a quiet urban refuge that would become our home.

In the past two months, Dublin has morphed from a place of anticipation, a place seen only in pictures and on Wikipedia, to a city I now call home. My time in Ireland so far has been filled with new, exciting experiences along with a few difficult experiences as well. From my first two months, I will always remember watching Mitchell Scholar Allison Barlow finish 2nd in the Galway Bay 10 mile race. I will look back on amazing jazz music at the annual Cork Jazz Festival. I will also think back on learning about the Peace Wall in an IRA-run political tour of Belfast, and I will reminisce about kayaking the whitewater rivers near Kilkenny, Ireland.

In my course, an M.Sc. in Environmental Sciences, I have learned about the challenges of environmental policy-making in the era of the Celtic Tiger. I waded through the River Liffey and cruised Dublin Bay on a research boat to monitor the health of freshwater and marine environments in the Dublin area. My course runs on a module system; I study one subject intensively for three weeks and then switch to a new subject. The course material on Ireland has been new and interesting. In some ways, the policy-making process in Ireland is very very different from the US, but many of the basic environmental problems are exactly the same.

Living on the Trinity College campus has also been an amazing experience so far. In the epicenter of the city, every pub and store is no more than a few footsteps outside of my front door. The museums and art galleries are free and are no more than five minutes away. When I want to leave the constant bustle of Dublin city center, the Howth Peninsula to the north and the Wicklow Mountains to the south have become outdoor refuges for me. The cliffs at Howth plunge into the sea. They have been a stunning place for me to practice my landscape photography. The Wicklow Mountains, only an hour to the south, are nothing like the mountains I am used to in the American West. But the Irish highland bog is beautiful and charming in an entirely different way.

Not everything during my first two months in Ireland have been easy for me. The challenges range from small to seemingly-enormous: from learning the location of the nearest grocery store to making new friends on this side of the ocean while keeping in touch with friends from back home. I have had to adjust to an academic program far more relaxed than the constant bustle of four years at Harvard. In Ireland, there is also the constant mist and rain.

In many ways, however, the other Mitchell Scholars and the Fulbright Scholars in Dublin have become one of the best aspects of my time in Ireland so far. The other scholars have become a family away from home. We meet almost every week for dinner. I hear stories of Sean’s time in Iraq and about Allison’s newest running best and her goals for the next marathon. Best of all, we have the chance to share our experiences from the Emerald Isle – both good and bad – and grow as a class together.

Even though I have lived in Ireland for two months now, I still feel much of the same excitement as I felt anxiously awaiting my flight in the Chicago airport. My time in Ireland has been filled with new adventures, and I am excited about the many more months to come.

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November 2007 Reflection

I told the US-Ireland Alliance that I wanted to go to Ireland to study politics. That was only half true. I admit now, scholarship safely in hand and passport stamped, that I actually came to study writing and to investigate how an island the size of South Carolina could give birth to so many of the world’s masters. Yeats, Joyce, Beckett, Shaw, Wilde, Heaney—each called this place home. Surely it was something in the water, and I wanted a taste.

It was an unexpected surprise then that our final stop during the Mitchell scholar orientation was the “Life and Works of W.B. Yeats” exhibit at the National Library. The collection contained items that you would expect: originals of the best-known poems, assorted household memorabilia, even a few early report cards (Yeats was no academic wunderkind). The strength of the exhibit, though, is its coverage of the lesser-known aspects of Yeats’s life: his love of the mystic and occult; his hopeless, life-long romance with Maud Gonne; his public life and Senate career. In contrast to his documented interest in Thoreauvian isolation (the famous poem about Innisfree is, after all, a plan to build a cabin there and leave the world behind), the exhibit reveals a Yeats who is neither stuffy academic nor hermitic poet. He emerges as quirky and human, someone who lived and loved and let his mind wander—someone who would gladly share stories over a pint.

I was most taken by a piece not belonging to Yeats and not originating in Ireland: an English copy of Gitanjali by Bengali poet Rabindranath Tagore, with a foreword by Yeats. I later learned that the Irish master was responsible for Tagore’s entrée into the West, a fact that is practically daunting and intellectually heartwarming. Considering the odds against their friendship in a world without e-mail and FedEx, the thought of what they must have written to each other and the sight of something they wrote together is enough to re-instill in the skeptics among us some palpable hope for the printed word. (That one would win the Nobel Prize for Literature exactly a decade after the other is perfect poetry.)

I traveled south from the orientation to Cork. Yeats immortalized my new hometown with a few lines: The town of Passage / Is both wide and spacious / And situated upon the sea, / ‘Tis neat and decent / And quite contagious / To go to Cork on a bright summer’s day. You see here the Irish writer’s tendency towards mischievousness: Cork is rarely, if ever, ‘bright.’ But contagious? Absolutely. You quickly learn that Cork is a place of outsized ambitions, referred to by locals as the real capitol of Ireland, home to world-class film and jazz festivals, with an accent sui generis (Cork is somehow pronounced ‘Cahrk’). Where else, but in Cork, would ‘Main Street’ be called ‘Grand Parade’?

Cork is a short bus ride from Blarney, home to the Blarney Castle. Legend has it that the Blarney Stone, located at the top of the castle, is half the Stone of Scone, originally owned by Scotland, and believed to grant the gift of easy locution to anyone who kisses it. Aha! Here was the secret then: the Irish masters had easy access to the stone, which, as it has done for generations of visitors, including famously garrulous guests Winston Churchill and Bill Clinton, blessed the writers with the gift of gab. But maybe not. There’s no evidence that Joyce ever visited. Yeats would probably have recoiled at its tourist trap quality. George Bernard Shaw mused that “it is not necessary for me to seek eloquence at Blarney….my natural gifts in that direction being sufficient, if not somewhat excessive.” And they’d probably all agree that the ability to spew ‘blarney’—which is roughly a cross between nonsense, hogwash, and bull—would prove useless in their trade.

But my own trip to Blarney revealed some of its magic—and offered the beginnings of an answer to my original question. Jeff, Art, and I had just finished kissing the stone. We paused and stared out from the town’s highest point. The scene bordered on the absurd: on top of a centuries-old castle, looking at a patchwork of lush hills, farm houses, rivers, with just a hint of rain. And moments later…a rainbow. It was more than enough to satisfy our sense of occasion (and to spook us; it was eerily deliberate, and we briefly suspected that Mary Lou or Trina or someone else from the Alliance had it choreographed). It also led to a thought which, in retrospect, seems too simple: if the task of the writer is, in part, to carve and save a piece of reality—to make real for others what they have seen, felt, touched—then surely a country full of scenes like this one makes that job easier. That might be stretching it a bit, but I don’t think it’s too far off the mark. At the very least, it begins to explain why Irish writing in general, and the poetry in particular, shines with a brilliance that is both fierce and memorable.

This reflection would be incomplete without some thoughts on the wildly inspiring collage of fellow Mitchell scholars. Together, the group contains soldiers, scholars, athletes, a film-maker, a genocide activist, a philosopher, a salsa dancer, even a fiddle player. This much collected wisdom and experience in the minds of 11 people who are themselves only barely beginning to blossom should give us all serious hope for the species (and gives me serious cause to wonder how I ever got invited to be a part of the group). No doubt the greatest gift of the year is contained in this new and dizzying set of friendships.

Let the last word on friendship, and the last thoughts of this journal, go to Yeats:

You that would judge me, do not judge alone this book or that, come to this hallowed place where my friends’ portraits hang and look thereon; Ireland’s history in their lineaments trace; think where man’s glory most begins and ends and say my glory was I had such friends.

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November 2007 Reflection

One of my favorite songs growing up was one about Belfast. It is called “The Black Velvet Band” and tells the story of a man who is smitten by a beautiful Irish woman and she ends up destroying his life. While the song does not necessarily reflect many of the lessons I have learned living in Belfast these past two months (though being an Irish woman I appreciate the ability to make a man feel like he is in hell), it does reveal a side of Belfast that laughs, drinks and is not constantly stifled by sectarian violence. Before deciding to study ethnic conflict in Belfast for my Mitchell Scholarship, the vast majority of my research involving Belfast had to do with the “troubles” that haunted this city and Northern Ireland not so long ago. The tales of bombings, terrorism, human rights violations and other devastating stories from this small city has come to define it to most Americans and Irish alike. In this journal, I want to paint the Belfast of the “Black Velvet Band” for those of you who want to see a little beyond the politics.

Queens University, where I attend classes, is centralized in a gothic style building that continues to impress me everyday that I walk by it. It is a real testament to the architectural efforts that have been put into this city over the years. While Belfast is known in modern times for its political tensions, it has always been an important city in Northern Ireland for trade, religious freedom, and literature. The masters program that I am pursuing holds courses in the evenings. This frees up my days to familiarize myself with the city and, true to the intellectual curiosity that brought me here, audit a course on the history of Belfast until 1940. I really enjoy this opportunity to study Belfast outside its modern political context. It helps to shed light on how everyday sites like the beautiful city hall building and of course, the central building of Queens University gave Belfast the ability to reflect its relative prosperity as central base of trade and culture. It also introduces me to a time where headlines read of linen trade and economic disparity rather than sectarian divides.

Queens University has one of the top rated programs in ethnic conflict in the world. The course attracts students from various countries and backgrounds. Students in the class come from all over the world which creates a fascinating dialogue about how states can absorb different cultures and what defines ethnicity. It makes discussions of how diversity policies in the United States compare with Canada and the United Kingdom less abstract—and for countries like Ireland, Japan, and Italy (all represented in the class) where multiculturalism is more modern concept the debate changes shape even more. Next term we will look more at the practical applications of these theories, both for Northern Ireland and in other conflicts.

Beyond the classroom I have also enjoyed the athletic facilities at Queens University. A new building, the athletic center is in the Botanic Gardens, a beautiful walk which makes the decision to go to the gym that much more inviting—even on the many rainy days! I have become dangerously addicted to a class called circuits, which combines strength, cardio and core training into one intense hour. While there are many reasons that people might fear coming to Belfast, my greatest day to day fear is being singled out by my circuits instructor and “encouraged” in a thick Irish brogue until I do the exercise correctly. One would think my time spent in this class would result in a better physique, but my recent discoveries of Magners (Irish cider) and Cadbury digestive biscuits, make it a wash.

I have also had the opportunity to interact with the Jewish community here in Belfast. One of the first things I did here in Belfast was attend synagogue for the high holidays: Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur. There is one functioning synagogue here in Belfast. While it is an Orthodox synagogue, the most observant sect of Judaism in the United States, its atmosphere is very laid back. The Jewish community is small and tight knit, comprised mainly of elderly people whose families have moved abroad. While my synagogue at home is literally bursting at the seams on the high holidays the synagogue in Belfast is full of old friends, who take the opportunity to laugh and reconnect with relatives who have moved away or people they do not often get to see. They immediately embraced me as well, asking me about my studies and of course trying to fix me up with a young Jewish boy (and yes, he is studying to be a doctor).

I want to conclude by briefly discussing some of the political work I have gotten involved with here in Belfast so the Mitchell does not question my commitment for staring at old buildings and doing crunches when I am supposed to be solving problems resulting from ethnic conflict. I am currently volunteering with a group called Public Achievement. After my training this weekend (the requirements for youth work are very strict here) I will be working with a group of high school students to solve a political issue of their choice. One of the consequences of the peace agreements and disarmament of paramilitary groups in Belfast is that it has upset a social structure that teenagers had been used to and leaves few options for thousands of students who were not raised with a clear understanding of expressing political feelings and opinions without violence. As a result there have been problems with rioting, incidents of violence and an increase in suicide rates among teenagers in recent years here. I will also be teaching a course to students on political writing to again help them to utilize means other than violence to express their views. I look forward to spending more time with them in the coming year.

So, in a true testament to “The Black Velvet Band” which starts, “Well, in a neat little town they call Belfast, apprentice to trade I was bound, Many an hours sweet happiness, have I spent in that neat little town” I have also spent many hours of sweet happiness here thus far. Despite the reality of political tensions that permeate the streets of Belfast in the form of murals, beatings and political graffiti; Belfast remains a neat little town. The small pubs to drink and laugh, the fitness center to compensate for the pubs and of course my everyday interactions with the fun- loving and kind people of Northern Ireland make my day to day experience a testament to the beauty of living beyond the headlines. But as far as destroying some poor Irishman’s life—no luck so far.

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