November 2004 Reflection

Greetings from Galway!!! What a fantastic, dream-like experience this Mitchell year has been and promises yet to be. But, without lapsing too far into grandiose hyperbole, I am happy to report that my three personal goals for the year appear to be within reach. I’ll highlight the major points…

Mitchell Goal Number ONE – Advance the Frontiers of My Economic Knowledge (or at least create a frontier). I originally envisioned an additional year of study as a means to solidify my understanding of intermediate economics and gain some practical economic skills for my job next year at the consulting firm McKinsey. Any notion that Irish universities might be a walk in the park has been thoroughly dispelled. I am taking four courses in different branches of economics as part of my MA Economics and MEconSc degree program. They have provided an excellent review of my undergraduate coursework at Princeton (where I was a public policy major) and the materials have just begun to extend into new academic territory (that is, new to me). The other students – all Irish save for one Belorussian – are very well prepared. However, the workload still allows for plenty of “extracurricular activities” and travelling, the two other year-long goals to which these reflections will now turn…

Mitchell Goal Number TWO – Enjoy Life in Galway. Before beginning the Mitchell year, I was told by friends who had ventured to the west of Ireland that Galway was one of their most enjoyable stopovers. I think those commendations have thus far been born out by my two months at the extreme west of the European continent. I arrived in Galway on September 6th with only my romantic preconceptions and no idea of where I was living or class schedules or bearings on the city or anything of the sort – though I cannot claim to have only the clothes on my back and not a penny to my name, thanks to the Mitchell stipends. Since then, I found a house on the water in the City Centre and happened upon some very fun friends. Galway is full of pedestrian streets full of Irish pubs, and exudes a distinctly “college-town” feel. The pubs are running full tilt seven nights a week, and so there is hardly ever a dull evening without lively Irish (or tourist) company. The theaters in town have put on some interesting shows, most recently two plays by John Synge.

I have had time to take a deep breath from my busy and at times stressful existence in the American school system, and focused instead on enjoying every day in this somewhat isolated enclave. As I plan to enter the working world next summer, this has proven a priceless opportunity to practice the laid-back and circumspect Irish attitude and to stop and smell the roses (if I may borrow a perhaps unfitting cliché, since there are no roses in Galway this time of year… and you can’t stop in one place for too long because it hardly ever stops raining). I have Trina, Dell, and the sponsors of the Mitchell program to thank; this intangible benefit has been probably the most rewarding part of the experience thus far.

Mitchell Goal Number THREE – Travel the World. If the world consisted only of the British Isles (Great Britain and Ireland), then I might have already succeeded in this mission this year.

Galway has three major touring regions in the vicinity (The Burren/Cliffs of Moher, the Aran Islands, and Connemara), and I probably know these places better than my hometown by now. Galway is a Gaeltaecht region, and these three areas really bring home the classic beauty of the Irish landscape and the traditional Irish culture. I have also ventured southwards, including visits to Waterford, Kinsale, Cork, Cashel, Limerick, Ardmore, Kenmare, Killarney, the Ring of Kerry, and Dingle and its associated Peninsula. The southwest coast, particularly the Dingle Peninsula, is hands-down the most beautiful environment which I have witnessed in my twenty two years. I have also journeyed to London, Glasgow, Edinburgh, and St. Andrews, as well as several times to Dublin (including a planned trip on November 2nd to watch the U.S. Presidential Election at the Guinness Storehouse with the other Mitchells).

However, as I learned in Dublin, the politically correct term for the British Isles is the Northwestern European Archipelago, and the world is larger than just it. I was able to visit Turkey, Thailand, and Alaska this past summer on an around-the-world flight, and have trips planned to the Netherlands, Belgium, Spain, Czech Republic, Austria, and Switzerland later this school year – trips made possible by the Alliance.

I could do better than to just list these experiences and instead give a little taste of a few, but I feel the important point is in the scope of the opportunities.

A Few Last Words. So that completes my take on the Mitchell Program thus far. Of course, it is impossible to compress a month’s experiences into one journal entry. Ireland has a fascinating and, as any Irishman will tell you, often tragic history and current political dynamic; I have received a thorough informal schooling in both. The events with the other Mitchell Scholars have been unforgettable experiences with uniquely accomplished individuals, and it is a group with which I am very proud to be involved.

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November 2004 Reflection

Thank you for the US-Ireland Alliance for such a fantastic opportunity. My time in Ireland has been wonderful, and I am grateful for this awesome experience. This short year has already given me a lifetime of memories, but more importantly has provided me with time to carefully consider my own personal development. For the latter, I am forever thankful.

My time in Ireland has flown by. I have encountered a wide and varied group of experiences. It has already been a month, and yet everyday I feel as if I have just arrived. Studying at Dublin City University (DCU) has been fun and challenging – DCU is a very young, hungry university, and reminds me a lot of my alma-mater Duke. There is construction everywhere, and not a day goes by where I do not hear the sound of jackhammers. My program in International Relations has been both fascinating and eye-opening: fascinating, in that I am learning the discipline from a variety of different perspectives; eye-opening, in that I am coming to realize what Europeans think about Americans. As the election looms, I find myself falling into many discussions about American politics. Everyone I have met knows an incredible amount about both candidates, and many of my non-American friends stayed up until the early hours of the morning to watch the debates. As one of two Americans in my course, I have had to struggle with simply listening to different viewpoints, and to embrace both the respect and hatred that exists for our country. I am grateful that my program is filled with people from all over the world – our communication of ideas across personal cultural boundaries has led me to temper my old viewpoints and plant the seeds for new perspectives.

Within Dublin exists a young, vibrant society. The city is still trying to find its personality – having only just come into wealth over the past 10 years, Dublin is wrangling with the creation of a new Irish identity that incorporates both its rich past and its promising future.

Some of my most exciting times here have been just getting lost in the city and running into many of the local citizens. The city has a very vibrant nightlife, and a large part of my experience has been an exploration of the wealth of cultural options available. I have unsuccessfully tried to go to every show, pub, poker tournament, and concert in Dublin – but take solace that no one could possibly complete this task.

I hope to take the next couple months to travel around continental Europe. I will be going to Barcelona in two weeks, and hope to travel northern Africa and the Mediterranean countries this winter.

I am still settling in here, but hope to have an even greater wealth of experiences to share in my next entry.

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November 2004 Reflection

The past two months in Belfast have definitely been an eye opener in terms of what it is like to live in a post conflict society— but it has been a subtle process as the city slowly reveals the peculiarities that seep into daily life and serve as reminders of a more troubled past.

Belfast is a hybrid city that is straddling a precarious divide between its status as a marginal city within the U.K. and its cultural affinity to the Republic of Ireland. BBC news reports with coverage of English and Welsh towns on the local television stations, British phone networks and the pound are all daily reminders that I actually live in the U.K. and not in Ireland. Yet, the presence of some Irish institutions, for instance Bank of Ireland, reinforces the link to the rest of the island. What is most striking about Belfast’s connection to Ireland though, is not explained in institutional terms, but in the mentality and culture of that part of the city’s population that consider themselves Irish and that imagine the Irish nation as a community that encompasses the entire island and all 32 counties. Perhaps the perception of Belfast as an Irish city is reinforced in my mind because many of the students in the MA program of Comparative Ethnic Conflict as well as the School of Politics in general have actually come to study at Queens from Donegal, Dublin, and other parts of the South. This has definitely allowed my sense of the city to be skewed so as to forget that there is a divide in Belfast between those who feel that the city is a quintessential part of Britain versus those who see it as a crucial part of the Irish nation.

As a result, there are some assumptions I have made in the past that I have realized weeks later were inaccurate views of the culture of the city. For instance, when a few weeks ago all the students I knew from my program filled the neighborhood pubs to watch a football match of Ireland vs. France, I assumed it was a phenomenon throughout the entire city. It was not until I went to lunch a few days later and my friends were talking about a group of Loyalists that came into the bar to cheer for France in order to counter the Catholics that were cheering for Ireland that I realized that virtually everyone I knew was an Irish Catholic and that this type of activity was not something that was a shared practice of the entire city, but of only one side.

Belfast is not only a hybrid city but also a city in transition. There is a definite feeling of dynamism in the city, a sense of optimism towards moving forward. The city centre is vibrant, fast paced and energetic with downtown shopping that caters to every amenity. The east end of the city has been revitalized with the building of the Odyssey Complex, which boasts a vast array of shops and restaurants, a cinema, a nightclub and a concert venue all under one roof. Even President Clinton spoke there during his visit to Belfast in December 2000, which allowed the people of Northern Ireland the chance to showcase this first class facility to the world. Along with the changes that have transformed the city in the past few years, an increasing number of people would like to put the past behind them. Yet, despite the fact that many Belfast residents speak of the Troubles in the past tense, the effects still resonate in subtle aspects of daily life.

Living in South Belfast definitely feels unreal compared to the rest of the city. The cosmopolitanism of the university area is in stark contrast to the divided reality of the rest of the city. Yet, even in the oasis of the prosperous university neighborhood, there are still markers of a more precarious situation. In the midst of an afternoon rush hour, one can spot the intimidating exterior of the “crime stopper” police trucks that resemble a UN tank from Kosovo rather than a typical police car. The local Spar convenience store stays open all night, but they take your order through a bullet proof window with a slot to make your transaction. The local fast food restaurant has two body guards that monitor the door at night to impede any potential problems. During a recent trip to the Odyssey, the reverie of an exciting high intensity night of dancing was shattered in a matter of seconds when fighting broke out and shards of glass flew all over the nightclub as people screamed and looked for cover from the aggression- minutes later I found myself sitting in a bathroom cleaning off the blood from the arm of a friend who had fairly deep scrapes all over her arm as a result of the violence. Despite the overwhelming sense of optimism and progress, there is also a more gritty side to the city.

Sometimes everything related to the Troubles seems to be part of a distant history of the city. For instance, I am told that a local pub near the University has been a UVF hangout in the past and that the Duke of York is a historic Belfast pub that Gerry Adams frequented, but today’s reality is not that far removed. Reportedly, shops and pubs within two minutes from the Queen’s campus pay royalties to Loyalist paramilitaries. There are also traditional Irish bars that Protestant friends of mine have openly acknowledged they would feel uncomfortable going to.

There is also a sense of unstated limitations about what can be said and done in public. Despite the fact that Belfast is generally becoming an open society, there is still a fair amount of things that would only be said in a whisper tone and the choice of wording in describing various groups of people is paramount and highly sensitive. Refraining from using in public such terms as Republican, paramilitary, UVF, IRA, etc. has become a standard practice, and I’ve come to realize that my Catholic friends will always lower their voice to a whisper when they are referring to Protestants. In a recent incident in which a young man who was wearing a Gaelic t-shirt was attacked by a group of Loyalists, all that my Irish Catholic friends could say is “he should’ve known better,” even though the incident did not occur in a sectarian neighborhood and there is no evidence of the young man inciting any aggression, aside from the shirt he was wearing. It is moments like those when I realize that there are clear boundaries that still exist in Belfast and that a fair amount of trust will need to be built in order to achieve any kind of cross-community reconciliation in the future. Hopefully the feeling of progress that has taken over Belfast will eventually lead to a more unified vision of the city.

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November 2004 Reflection

It is hard to believe that I am sitting here and writing a journal entry especially from Derry/Londonderry, Northern Ireland. The last seven weeks have been a truly fascinating experience for me.

I’ll openly admit that when I first arrived in Derry/Londonderry, I was convinced that my trip to Northern Ireland was cursed. First of all, I sent three cases to myself over a month before I left the United States. None of them arrived by the time I arrived. I finally got the last case a week ago. Furthermore, when I landed at the airport in Derry, I got the worst surprise. At the airport, the conveyor belt stopped and my luggage was not there. Yes, the airlines had lost my luggage. I had been awake for a little less than 24 hours. I just wanted a shower and to sleep, but I could not even do that because I had not put anything in my carry on luggage except for my laptop and a book. That was the first lesson of my journey. Always carry a change of clothes in the carry on luggage. Thankfully, they found my luggage and got it to me late that night. After that bumpy start, everything started to pan out and Northern Ireland became the grand adventure I had hoped it would be.

I was in Ireland for a little less than two weeks before I was skipping my first class ever. Thankfully, I had the professor’s blessings. You see it was to go to the Mitchell kick off event in Dublin. That was a weekend that I will never forget. My absolute favorite part was the trip down the River Shannon. I love the outdoors and appreciating nature and I got to do a lot of that. Also, while I was in Dublin, I had a life changing experience. I had my first Guiness ever at the Guiness Store House. According to my favorite Dean, Dean O’Brien, it would be uplifting for my spirit, and it was.

I actually just got back from another weekend in Dublin with the other Mitchells. By the way, I just have to say that the Maura O’Connell and Brian Kennedy concert was amazing. I had a great time.

Derry, to me, is the best city in the world to study Peace and Conflict Studies. I realized that on the first day of class when I started my first debate/argument/conversation with people in our program. You know also on that first day of class I found out that I was the only Republican (United States version), Free Marketer in Northern Ireland. It has made for a very interesting balance in class discussions-everyone else in class versus me. Just like I like HA!! I’ll be honest with you, I am probably the self proclaimed King of the Nerds. Three weeks ago, I locked myself in the library and did all the essays and assignments for my class for this semester and I have spent every weekend revising that. I find myself trying to get used to the British System of education, which is quite different from the American system, so I spend a lot of time in Derry learning the city and its surroundings. Also, to pass the time I have signed up with ILEX, the Regeneration Company for Derry-Londonderry. I am putting my undergraduate work in Economics and Finance to use trying to help ILEX rejuvenate the economy of Derry. I love every minute of it. I enjoy looking at problems and searching for solutions. It appeals to my meticulous nature.

Oh yeah, I had a real big highlight to this trip last Monday. Despite being far from everything, Derry and the Magee Campus really bring out the big name speakers. Last week, I got to meet the Secretary General of the United Nations Koffi Annan and Nobel Laureate John Hume. It was amazing. Secretary General Annan gave a very interesting lecture on peace and the peace process. It was one of those amazing highlights to an already great year. I really hope some more people as interesting as him come up.

Well, I guess I have bored you enough. I promise come the next journal entry, I will be a more fascinating Mitchell. By then, I will comfortable with the British Education system and will quit fretting over grades. Take care.

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November 2004 Reflection

It is about 5:30 pm on November 1 an I am sitting in the Limerick library trying to come up with what to write about for this journal so I can get it in this evening. An email comes in from Dell. Most likely to tell me to get in gear and get my entry to him. Fw: Mitchell Scholars the title reads. I open it: “Zach I am forwarding an email from Limerick Administration that I find rather baffling” writes Dell.

“I would be grateful for clarification as regards the position of Zachery Keplinger-Coelius whom we were expecting to enroll here at UL on the MA International Studies this Autumn as one of two George Mitchell Scholars. I understand he has not enrolled but is still listed on the UL-Ireland Alliance Web Site as expected to graduate MA International Studies Class of 2005.”

I have been here for almost six weeks going to class and living in one of their very nice apartments. Hmm. I guess I will have to check into it tomorrow.

It does get me thinking. What if there really has been a horrible mix-up and I have to go home? The jolt of a possible actuality to that idea lends a new sense of perspective to the hypothetical scenarios that have been racing through my head much of my time here. I have struggled with whether I should write what I really feel in this entry and I have decided that if I really believe that honesty is the best policy for effective communication then I am going to have to tell the truth. And the truth is that life in Limerick has not been the idyllic lolling in green pastures with newfound friends and a pint of Guinness in my hand that many of the other Mitchells gush about. It has been one of the most challenging times of my life. I have come face to face with very real questions about why I do the things I do and what I want to do with my time. And in so doing it has hurt, hurt a lot.

The University of Limerick itself is great, the people are extremely nice, welcoming and interesting. The classes are well run, the campus has wonderful expansive green lawns and the river Shannon running through it (I can sit on my balcony with a beer and just watch it roll by). Ireland is also great. I just spent the weekend sailing in a team-racing regatta in Schull, a small seaside village in the southwest. It was one of the coolest regatta’s I have every sailed in. Surrounded by rolling hills covered with sheep, the horns and grinding winches of working fishing boats, and the yelling of our competition, my team and I sailed to a second place finish against twenty four teams from all over Ireland. It was awesome. And most of all, the Mitchell Program is amazing. The collection of profoundly different and amazing people that have been brought together in one place is unlike anything I have every experienced. The conversations I have had with the other Mitchell scholars have been nothing less then the most remarkable examples of interpersonal discourse I have ever experienced.

Yet, one of the things that my time here has taught me is that it is just not that easy. Even as I have shouted in pure joy as we crossed the finish line in first and second to advance to the finals, I have still ached. Even as I walk across the Shannon back to my apartment and marvel at the beauty of Ireland, there are still questions. Even as I slump in my seat on the way back from another great weekend in Dublin, I still wonder; what am I doing here?

As someone who as always lived my life with intentionality, I am without a clear direction right now. Coming here, like all of the fellowship programs of its ilk, removes from the recipient a degree of control of their direction. In exchange for the wondrous treasures that flow so freely to us from the program, we find ourselves in limbo, shoved off the course that many of us have been manically driving ourselves down for so long. Often termed a break or a chance to stop and smell the roses, this displacement has for me resembled the painful derailing of a speeding train. Suddenly the chaos of a swirling life that I reveled in was replaced with a slow walk through a misting rain. The moments have lost their urgency, the forces their potency, the day its possibility for disaster. As I sit here the most important election of my life is only a few hours away and I find myself sitting on the sidelines. And as anyone who has sat the pine knows, there is nothing worse then watching the others play. A warning to those of you who may be thinking of coming here one day: be sure you are going to be able to live with walking away from that which has made your life what it is.

Yet, as my time here has been rough, it is beginning to give me something very special. As I struggle without the external elements that I have always seen as giving meaning to my life, the deprivation has allowed me to start to hone in on what it important and what is superfluous. In the crucible of my internal conflagration those things with meaning and value survive, and the superficial perishes. My time here is granting me a new perspective that I will value forever. The more time I spend here the more I find my direction and purpose becoming increasingly defined and strengthened. My moment off the field will revitalize my time on it. I can see myself looking back on this year with reverence for opportunity it has given me to reassess and redirect myself.

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